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When the Battle-Weary Speak, We Listen

by Laura on November 17, 2011

When I read Cody’s comment from last week’s post about the brutal cycle of hope and disappointment, I immediately emailed him and asked if I could share it as a post. This missionary family to Haiti has suffered blow after blow over the past few years, including the loss of their young daughter to cancer [...]

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What You Learn a Billion Minutes Later

by Laura on October 17, 2011

So I remembered a story this week– a story that took place about a billion minutes prior to this one.  It happened in a dirt-floored home where wine was poured from pottery, where feet were washed and figs were dessert. It was a home that rivaled the southern-hospitality I know, though the guests probably sat [...]

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Objects in the Rear View

by Laura on October 1, 2011

I’m typically quick to notice her faults, to comment about the not-so-great, to judge a motive I couldn’t possibly know. I’ve been one to walk away from a church service, complaining about the lead singer’s voice or the charisma of the pastor. I observe a ministry and then pick apart the ways it could be [...]

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Groundswell

by Laura on September 15, 2011

It’s not that hard to play the hero– to hand over the donations for a surgery that will change a little girl’s life, to hug children without a mother, one night a week, to visit a bar and hear the prostitute’s story, when time allows. It’s really not that hard to love well in Jesus’ [...]

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*Last chance to enter the giveaway for Thai rings, my thanks to you for being involved in this web-space. Just click ‘like’ on the facebook page.  More details are here. There are a few voices in the blog world that truly cause me to pause.  And soak in beauty, appreciate art a little more, and [...]

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When Following God Doesn’t Work Out

by Laura on April 30, 2011

My husband’s not a schmoozer. He’s not one to say something for the purpose of inflating an ego, and he’s not one to walk-in-a-straight-line-and-follow-the-rules, either. He’s more of the envelope-pusher, hard question-asker, brutally-honest type-of-guy.  He’s the person you want for a friend {if you want someone with the guts to call you on your crap}, [...]

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Buying In

by Laura on April 14, 2011

Every ninety days, we have to prove it, and every 365 we have to pay for it. We have to photocopy stacks of paperwork and hand over stacks of cash.  We have to assemble reports and meet with accountants and hope-like-mad for that stamp in five passports that says we can stay legally in the [...]

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I fear I’ve gotten it all wrong. I sit here, and I look back at the last 24 hours, the last week, maybe even the last 33 years, and I wonder if somewhere embedded in the depths of me is a clawing desire for success. To mother kids that “turn out.”  To get {and keep} [...]

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To Risk

by Laura on November 24, 2010

Enjoy this revision of an earlier piece about hearing and following God, posted last year when discussions of our move to Thailand first began. We were sitting by a crackling fire on our  back porch.  There was a clear Colorado-sky overhead.  It was November, I think, and we were talking of what it means to [...]

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When Skin Crawls

by Laura on October 30, 2010

Whether you are feeling overwhelmed as a mother to young children or tired from the constant motion or weary from the same battle, I hope this post will be an encouragement.  I took a bit of a risk in reading the post aloud, after I wrote it.  Sometimes flesh-and-blood trumps black-and-white, and hopefully you won’t [...]

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Rescue

by Laura on September 19, 2010

Tuesday afternoon, I watched him lug the suitcase behind him down the stairs.  The zippers were stretched from items crammed within and a blue light saber was tucked into the outside pocket. A knot formed in the pit of my stomach, and I knew the answer before I asked it. “Where ya going, buddy?” And [...]

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